| geeze I don't even know what to say. I've been off having fun with that guy most of this week. Now I'm like sorta empty. It's weird. I don't like not knowing what's going to happen. I don't feel like I have to be in control of a situation or anything like that, but I like to at least know what the heck's going on, and I don't. It seriously freaks me out. How screwed up is it that we spent lots of time together this week, then yesterday & today he hasn't called me or anything, and I'm flipping out? Blah. How utterly pathetic does that make me? Please don't actually answer that I already know. |
