am

sooo

tired.

It's

freaking

unreal....

Our store was a madhouse today. I wish I could have just left. I don't know if I envy the people that can do that. I'm not sure what quality it is about people though. Are they ballsy..or as they used to say, do they have moxie, or are they just selfish and inconsiderate? I don't know.

Sometimes I wish I had it in me to just get up one morning and walk away from everything here. None of it is really mine anyway. Nothing here in our house screams my name. I am trying to find a new job, and it's not looking good at all.