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1:00 am * January 11, 2004 |
Geeze I'm so unbelievably just not happy right now. And it's my own fault. I'm like crazy about this guy, and time after time he plays me and I feel stupid then I still hang out with him, Damn it. I keep thinking about how 95% of the time he's SO great. But hell, that other 5% is driving me up the freakin' wall. I realize it's unlikely that you are going to get involved with someone who is 100% great but even if it was still 95% but the 5% part wasn't full of ignoring me and saying crap to make me jealous. I think he likes to mind-screw people, and I REALLY do not want to be one of those people, and the last few weeks, I think I have been. Then there's this other guy, who's JUST A FRIEND, but he's been dating all kinds of girls, and within the first um, 48 or so hours of dating them, he'll tell them he loves them. I usually end up being friends with the girls he dates (which isn't a very good thing), and I almost always get told about how they are in loooove. Gag me! I adore my friend, he's a decent guy. But he has some issues. As we all do, but, he's been "in love" with 2 different girls in the past 2 months! I'm sorry, but I don't think so. *tv break* Okay I'm back. Dark Waters is on tv. I don't think I like this movie. But then again I just watched Crocodile 2, so mutant sharks may not be quite right for me. I'm quitting for tonight. I just want to get some sleep. Some nice, peaceful sleep. |
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